I have a spiritual conflict that’s been going on inside of me for years. When I was 10 years old my mom exposed me to lesbian porn. And my mom did a lot of mean things to me and my dad. My mom would beat my father. And my sisters would encourage me to commit suicide. If I tried running away from home the cops would bring me back. Or if I told child protection services about my mom trying to turn me into a lesbian by showing me porn, they would refuse to remove.
I wanted so badly to be removed and raised by Godly people. When I was 17 I tried murdering my mom. Regardless of all the things I told the investigators I still ended up being prosecuted for attempted murder. The staff at juvenile hall told me that I was a criminal and brought this onto myself. But all I wanted was to be raised by a good family. Not a mom who shows me lesbian porn and beats my father. And not have a bunch of sister’s trying to get me to kill myself.
How could they say that I was a criminal who brought all of this onto myself when they could of removed me from the home when I asked to be removed? Please write back and give me some spiritual guidance about this. Thank you so much!
And meanwhile my mom continued to molest children.
The internet is an anonymous medium. You could say any manner of things and not one bit of it be true. The fact that we have a very public testimony against sin to this perverse generation, which most men revile and hate, we get all manner of emails daily. If any of this horribly sad story that you tell is actually true, it does not change our words for you. You obviously are old enough to make you own decisions today. You have to give an account to the Creator for YOUR actions. I urge you to read through our many sites that are filled with good words of instruction and knowledge for any sincere soul and read the Bible daily to see that these words are so. The Lord will give you understanding and wisdom if you obey and fear His Holy name. He will direct your steps if you are sincere in that endeavor. He will also deal with the wicked and perverse. That is NOT your job. He avenges and repays the wicked, not us.
Eccl. 12:13 ¶ Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man. 14 For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.
Thanks for writing!
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